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Mar 20, 2005
If I hadn't met you, I wouldn't like you.
If I didn't like you, I wouldn't love you.
If I didn't love you, I wouldn't miss you.
But I did, I do, and I will.....
The worst way to miss someone
Is to be sitting right beside them
Knowing you can't have them
-Having to go to my 5 yr old cousins birthday party, with ankle-biting hoodlems!
Posted at 11:05 am by vanilla_kisses
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Mar 13, 2005
[[ I dOnt cOmE wIth dIcE sO dOnt plAy mE ]]
They say Love hides behind every corner...
I must be walking in a circle...
How to love a girl:
Tell her you think she’s cool.
Tell her why you think she’s so cool.
Talk to her in movie theatres.
Pick her up and pretend you’re going to throw her in the river;
She’ll scream and fight you but secretly, she'll love it.
Hold her hand and skip. Hold her hand and run. Just hold her hand.
Pick flowers from other peoples gardens and give them to her.
Tell her she looks pretty. Let her pay for stuff if she wants to.
introduce her to your friends as The coolest girl I know.
Sit in the park and talk to her.
Tell her dirty jokes. Tell her stupid jokes.
Just walk around with her.
Throw pebbles at her window at night.
When she starts swearing at you, tell her you love her.
Hold her hand in the mosh pit.
Let her fall asleep in your arms.
Call her. Call her back if she calls you.
Carve your names into a tree.
Get her mad, and then kiss her. Give her piggy-back rides.
Go see her band play even if they really suck, and tell her they were great.
Give her space if she needs it. Push her on swings.
Stay up with her all night when she’s sick.
Teach her guitar. Lend her your cds. Write on her.
Make her mix tapes. Write her letters.
Buy her ice cream.
Let her take all the photos of you she wants.
Look into her eyes. Slow dance with her, even if the music is fast.
Kiss her in the rain.
When you fall in love with her, tell her
*THAT TOOK FOREVER*
Posted at 04:18 pm by vanilla_kisses
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Mar 11, 2005
My finger is back. Thank the Lord, my lip is still burnt, babysat for three hours, the energizer bunny... made 18$, bought a sweatshirt cause hot topic did NOT have my shirt. Going through the "she said you said i was a whore/slut/bitch" i mean really if i were to call someone that i would say it to their face. Not that i would though. Right now im currently watching Chicago. "Beth Matt....AND ALL THAT JAZZ!" My teeth are killing me and im getting my wisdom teeth removed soon. Go Me. OH I went to the mall and beth sprayed stuff on me and i smelt like a man. I made myself sick lol. Alright here is some cute quotes and pictures.
Don’t give me roses, roses die.
Don’t give me promises, promises are broken;
Just give me you, that's all I truly need....
If you dont like me theres nothing I can do.
»But newsflash«
"I dont live to PLEASE you"
H.I.G.H. off of L.I.F.E
Posted at 09:19 pm by vanilla_kisses
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Mar 10, 2005
STUPID NO GOOD FOR NUTHIN DAY!
Finger still kills, dentist added some bracets, and somehow happened to cause a chemical reaction to my lip so when i wiped my lip off all the skin came with it!!!!!!!!!!! GR! Anywho much love to the peeps who know me! XOXOXOXO
"Best Friend" is 10 letters.... so isnt "Lying Bitch"
l0ve is like quicksand, easy to fall in, hard to get out
Don't frown because you never know when someone is falling in love with your smile
There is no "I" in SLUT but of course there is a "U"
»Çhêlsìê«
Posted at 08:27 pm by vanilla_kisses
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Mar 2, 2005
New thing: all my friends and i have to tally up our inside jokes and post them
here is to bethy boo!
Bethany's Inside Jokes with Chelsie
1.) Mailtime
2.) Pinky Nose
3.) Chain Cow/Bear
4.) Forks
5.) Chicago
6.) I loooveee ya hunny i looovee ya
7.) Tell me its over so i can go screw Drew Fuller
8.) How can you tell them apart? One has green shoes!
9.) Mrs. H don't ya think you should cut her off?
10.) You should of cut me off after the first sip HEEHEEE
11.) BOOP you got a GOOFBALL
12.) Hey Chelsie wanna play Barbies?
13.) Hey look im JARRED
14.) Maternity Clothes
15.) Ooo LALA =:-0
16.) God, if he is a pizza-man he really delivers
17.) Its Getting HOT IN HERE
18.) That was crap crap you are so lucky im sleeping with you
19.) I hate this show, HATE IT
20.) Thanks my best friend gave it to me, whose your best friend?
21.) Jeremy is a imposter!
22.) Hey lets burn two incenses, hey it looks like eyes OMG
23.) Smushface
24.) Can I get a hug
25.) CHELSIE THATS THE WRONG CAMPER
26.) Hey my friend thinks your cute
27.) Heeeeeyyyyy batta batta batta SWIIINNGG batta!
28.) Bewlerrrrr...............Bewlerrrr
29.) u wudn't kiss sum1 u don't know their middle name, right chelsie marie, sure bethany ann
30.) you should of been like Pimp Daddy 3
31.) 6am in the morning..beth:*grunts* chels:beth u okay beth:*grunts again*...I HATE YOU *pushes chelsie off the bed while she still is asleep*
32.) Beyonce - Naughty Girl
33.) Ill call her No Name
34.) Kisses!
35.) i have this disease called wanna-alaska-spider-monkey-syndrom and i only have 10 seconds to live!
36.) oooo you in troubleeee... CHELSIE!
37.) Just keep swimming just keep swimming
and i hav more but i cant think lol
Posted at 05:49 pm by vanilla_kisses
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Feb 27, 2005
Okay, back online. heehee. And i have my cousins cold. My throat is killing me, i sound like a man. My chest hurts when i cough. Also i have a huge headache. Whoo hoo. A temp of 101.8 love it! So im bored out of my mind. Hung out with Matt and Beth all vacation. Pretty cool. They picked out some converses for me. Sweet of them. Hmm what else... eh owell cant think. Going back to bed. ttyl.
*Chelsie
gonna watch POTC maybe. My boy Johnny ;-)
Posted at 01:55 pm by vanilla_kisses
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Feb 17, 2005
Im grounded.
Though I got my internet to work.
so heeheheeeheeehee!
Today stunk! I really dont wanna get into it cause someone will get mad with me if i do so...
Valentines Day came around and i was single has hell. That was a bummer.
Everyone has boyfriends! Michelle, Tara, Hannah, Denise, Lauren, Justine, soon Bethany....
and here i am single. God must wanted me to be "unattractive" and to be "alone" my whole life.
Ugh. Anyways im not trying to be like me me me. But i got alot of stress hold up tight in my whats-left-of-a-heart. and im sick of hearing "their never going to go out with you get over it" crap, just leave me alone okay? Ill like who i want. Sorry for seeming pushy but i mean really let me make my own mistakes. Just stay out of my way! Except for those close friends of mine.
Moms coming,
bye,
Chelsie*~
Posted at 06:03 pm by vanilla_kisses
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Feb 13, 2005
One day to Valentines Day, and hey look im single! lol. I woke up at 7am, and started homework, stopped at 11am and hung out until 1pm. Then i started again and got really bored. So I stopped at 2:30pm. I think i fell asleep in my books around 3pm and i woke up at 6:30pm cursing at myself cause i had so much homework to do. I ate dinner at 7pm, then tried focusing on my homework, which didnt go over so well.
I still have:
Math Worksheet
American Experience Worksheet
Science Packet
Science Worksheet
English Paragraph
Science Labs - Two of them
and am i gonna do it? NOPE.
I really am too tired and too sick to finish it. So my teachers can deal with it.
My rose is weaping
it is turning black
My heart your keeping
i want it back
why can you see
what youve done to me
Im broken inside
its like my love has died
Posted at 09:39 pm by vanilla_kisses
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Feb 9, 2005
You Make Me Wanna LaLa x3
You can dress me up in diamonds
You can dress me up in dirt
You can throw me like a line-man
I like it better when it hurts
Oh, I have waited here for you
I have waited
You make me wanna la la
in the kitchen on the floor
I'll be a french maid
Where I'll meet you at the door
I'm like an alley cat
Drink the milk up, I want more
You make me wanna
You make me wanna scream
You can meet me on an aero-plane
Or in the back of the bus
You can throw me like a boomerang
I'll come back and beat you up
Oh, I have waited here for you
Dont, keep me waiting
You make me wanna la la
in the kitchen on the floor
I'll be a french maid
Where I'll meet you at the door
I'm like an alley cat
Drink the milk up, I want more
You make me wanna
You make me wanna la la
in the kitchen on the floor
I'll be a french maid
Where I'll meet you at the door
I'm like an alley cat
Drink the milk up, I want more
You make me wanna
You make me wanna scream
I feel safe with you
I can be myself tonight
It's alright, with you
Cuz you hold, my secrets tight
You do, You do
You make me wanna la la, la la la, la la, la la la la la la la la la
You make me wanna la la, la la la la
You make me wanna la la
in the kitchen on the floor
I'll be a french maid
When I'll meet you at the door
I'm like an alley cat
Drink the milk up, I want more
You make me wanna
You make me wanna la la
in the kitchen on the floor
I'll be a french maid
Where I'll meet you at the door
I'm like an alley cat
Drink the milk up, I want more
You make me wanna
You make me wanna scream
You make me wanna la la, la la la, la la, la la la la la la la la la
You make me wanna la la, la la la la
You make me wanna la la, la la la, la la, la la la la la la la la la
You make me wanna la la, la la la la
You make me wanna la la, la la la, la la, la la la la la la la la la
You make me wanna la la, la la la la
Posted at 05:51 pm by vanilla_kisses
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Feb 7, 2005
Things that are on my mind and held in my heart
Id like to be younger where a band-aid could fix cuts
but being a teenager is soo different
your broken hearts, and backstabbed backs
cant be fixed with a band-aid
so therefore....they leave a scar
~Chelsie
You apologize thinking that its gonna turn back time
well news flash
you made the mistake, you face the consciences
I will always know who my true friends are
cause they'll be the one making the mistakes with me
Ive had my eye on you
not like your aware of it
*Chelsie
Posted at 09:20 pm by vanilla_kisses
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Now I will tell you what I've done for you
50 thousand tears I've cried
Screaming, deceiving, and bleeding for you
And you still won't hear me
Don't want your hand this time, I'll save myself
Maybe I'll wake up for once
Not tormented...Daily defeated by you
Just when I thought I'd reached the bottom
I'm dying again...
I'm going under
Drowning in you
I'm falling forever
I've got to break through
I'm going under
Blurring and stirring the truth and the lies
So I don't know what's real and what's not
Always confusing the thoughts in my head
So I can't trust myself anymore
I'm dying again
So go on and scream
Scream at me
I'm so far away
I won't be broken again
I've got to breathe
I can't keep going under
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